mission: accepted.

my mission, should i choose to accept it, is to go through the thirty days of truth. i was dared to do it, and i never turn down dares, so imma accept it. are you ready for this?

thirty days of truth:

Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 8: Someone who made your life horrible, or treated you like crap.
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough days. (write a letter.)
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

sent from heaven's sky..

I thought you were my angel,
Sent from heaven's sky.
I thanked God for your presence,
But now I wonder why.
You took your bow and arrow,
And aimed it at my heart.
You let it rip right through my soul,
And left me torn apart.

I started to wonder what went wrong.
I love'd you without fail.
But above all else I figured out,
You're just a typical male.

i love little children.

A Sunday school teacher was discussing the Ten Commandments with
her five and six year olds. After explaining the commandment to "honor
thy Father and thy mother," she asked, "Is there a commandment that
teaches us how to treat our brothers and sisters?"
Without missing a beat one little boy (the Oldest of a family)
answered, "Thou shall not kill."

I love little children.

dragon eater

lately i've had a thing for random pictures. so i'm going to post some.







i love how they all show me the same thing, when i really look at them. like an answer i've been waiting for. wow, i'm deep. must mean i'm tired.

soul mates, for reals.

guess what. ok fine, don't guess, but i'll tell you anyways. i did another thing off my live list. i colored on my sidewalk. with lindsey. yay for us. it turned out pretty good, actually. i was surprised. the entire time, we talked about her new guy friend. i think they're soul mates, but she's crazy and pretends he doesn't like her, when he totally does. i'm just the only one that can see it.. haha. so that is why my title is so random. just thought i'd share. and now for the pictures.

my drawings.

the square of color splotches is what lindsey did. pretty neat.

me and lindsey. the photographer wasn't very smart, and therefore didn't comprehend when i asked if the drawings were in the picture. oh well, it turned out cute.

live simple.

i did another one. yay for morgan! wanna know what i did? i layed in the street at night. i had actually just took my dear friend maggie home, and brought my camera. ofcourse i had to stop to lay in the street. my sister thought i was crazy, but she took the picture anyways. and we end up with this lovely shot:

and now i have completed another task. i'm getting really good at this:)

my miraculous monstrocity on a magnificent midfall day

everyone should be proud of me. the end.

p.s. i figured out the video thing on here, obviously. yay for morgan!

where's your wonderland?

my latest conquest: go on a drive and find a new favorite place.
welp, i found it. it's called castle park. and it is pretty epic. just saying the name is awesome. my sister found it. so a few days ago, shelly, cori, britni, and i went to castle park. we ended up making an epic video about a princess(me), an evil villian(cori), and a prince(britni), with our amazing movie director(shelly). since i'm not very smart, i have no idea how to put a video up on this thingy, so instead i'll just post a few pictures.


and so ends my third task on my live list. hope you enjoyed it.

no need to shout, someebody might hear you.

soo.. i've been having a hard time deciding what to do next on my live list. i'm pretty sure i'm gonna do something epic though. and then i'll be posting alot. so don't worry about it.

also, i'm kinda really happy that i missed a bunch of school, and still got a 4.0. at least thats what my grades say online. if they're different on my term grades, i'm gonna be way sad.

all i have to say about this weekend was that it had a lot of guys in it. which would be a good thing, except i'm kind of messed up right about now, so it was a bad thing. i know what you're thinking, "what kind of teenage girl thinks tons of guys in one weekend is a bad thing?" well, i'm the weird one. thank you, older brother, for dropping me on my head as a child.

i also finished another thing off of my live list, but that will go in another post.

last week, i tried out to be in the competition routine, and i did a horrible job. but, miracle of all miracles, i still made the dance, while five unlucky girls on my team didn't. i still love them all though. they're all pretty much spazzy beyond comprehension. and that is why we work well together.

the christmas dance is in a month, and i'm really excited cause i'll be sixteen, and i'll getta go to it. which means i getta ask someone. which means i'm really excited to do that. asking is my favorite part.

my sister and my mommy are finally coming home this week! i've missed my sister like no other. better yet, we're going to HARRY POTTER 7 together!! it is pretty much gonna rock my world. i don't even care if i have to go at 4 am. i'm gonna go. i'm pretty sure i'd die if i don't go. yeah, i'd die. that is now a fact. so yeah.

I just wanna feel ok again

Thank you, Sue for showing me the new Taylor Swift songs last night. Listening to them definitely made me night a little bit better. My new favorite is "Mean." I love the meaning behind it, it makes my day. My title is some of the lyrics from the song, probably my favorite part. I definitely recommend it to all girls in the world. That is all.

they call me spot.

i've had the chicken pox all week. pretty much i don't like them. at all. pretty much i've had nothing to say all week, except ouch. and also, their isn't much to do when you have those little things. and another also, people aren't really good at saying anything to you other than "i'm sorry" when you're sick. i get that they're sorry for me. heck, i'm sorry for myself, having to listen to all my friends repeating those two annoying words. and sometimes if we talk everyday, they say things like "that must really hurt" or "i feel sooo bad for you." yeah i got it, i look terrible. all i can do is wait for it to get better, and thank goodness it's almost gone. soon i'll be able to work more on my live list! thats pretty much all i've wanted to do all week.

also, my mom and two of my friends have been calling me spot all week. hence the title.

saved by the bell.

today, me and my sister shelly finished the second task on my live list, put together a really intense puzzle. thats right, we did it in a day. more like half a day, actually. while we were intensifying the puzzle, we watched saved by the bell. it was great. now i'm addicted to those again. yay for tv show addictions! here's a picture of me and the lovely finished peace:

yay for accomplishments! and addictions!

numero uno

today, i completed my first task on my live list! yay for morgan! what did i do, you may ask? Well, i made and decorated sugar cookies in awesome shapes:) here are a few pictures:

the before picture:

me & the finished products:)

i got happy with photoshop:)

1down, 64 to go!
i love my live list:)

party like it's the end of the world

Can I just say everyone's mind will be blown when they walk through the doors of the high school on monday? The officers did an amazing job in their. that, plus my awesome totem poles, make the school look legit. Homecoming week is pretty much gonna rock.

Today, the cheerleaders painted the sidewalks of the school, and they look pretty awesome. i'm very excited. i would post pictures, but my friend still has my camera.

just wanted you all to know of my thoughts on homecoming week.

p.s. everyone should participate as much as possible, cause all of it is gonna be so fun:)

[live] list.

Maryn has inspired me, so i'm creating my very own live list. here it goes..
most of these are from other lists, but i like them so much i wanted them on mine.

*have a tea party
*learn my favorite song on three different instruments
*go on a treasure hunt
*build a gigantic fort
*stargaze with my closest friends
*watch the sunrise on top of a car
*finger paint
*build a catapult and shoot things
*put on a puppet show
*make a dress
*go vintage shopping
*have a yellow day, wear only yellow and eat only yellow food
*play in the rain
*go kayaking
*create my own smoothie
*squirt gun fight
*go a day without shoes
*climb a tree
*have a mud fight
*surprise someone by bringing them a picnic
*go canoeing down gunnison bend
*lay in the street at night
*smash a cake into someone's face for their birthday
*score over 90 in bowling
*feed some ducks
*fly a kite
*learn some Portuguese
*spend an entire afternoon in the library
*swim with dolphins (obviously not gonna happen for a while)
*stand barefoot in the sunshine, close your eyes and just breathe
*get chinese take-out with chop sticks
*hang upside-down on the monkey bars
*make and decorate sugar cookies in awesome shapes
*hike the Y trail with my brother
*make snow angels
*go rock climbing
*go to a cave
*make snow cones
*have someone scare the hiccups out of me
*go on an adventure acting like i'm undercover
*spend a day at Temple Square
*go on a drive and find a new favorite place
*heart attack someone
*draw with sidewalk chalk(i do this often, but i want it on here anyway)
*put together a really intense puzzle
*get healthy, and stay that way
*make a really epic cake for my 16th birthday
*make homemade popsicles
*make a countdown to something awesome
*play with bubbles
*make homemade donuts
*play in the sprinklers
*have a slip'n'slide party
*make s'mores
*play tether ball
*play double dutch
*take polaroid photos
*blow bubble gum bubbles

mine's kinda long.. but i can do it all anyway. my goal is to have most of it finished by the end of my sophomore year. everytime i do one of these things, i'll take pictures of it and put them on here. this oughta be fun:)

soo..

I finally did it. I finally landed my standing tuck. all. by. myself. that right their is an amazing achievement. So right now I am ecstatic:) To make me even happier, Cori now owes me a grasshopper pie for doing it, I don't have any homework tonight, AND I'm watching tom and jerry. It literally doesn't get better than this:)

Caught in the --middle--

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it

These song lyrics pretty much describe how I am in life right now. It's kinda hard, but I'm hoping I can figure it all out.



Ok so this isn't the kind of caught in the middle i'm talking about, but I really enjoy this photo. It just makes me laugh. A very good thing for when I'm caught in the middle of something.